I recently had my yearly physical. My lipid profile aligned me with the
Ikarians. However, I also had a
walnut-sized lump in my left breast that dictated a mammogram. I am not sure why so many women complain
about them. Having your breasts smashed between
two synthetic plates is nothing compared to having them biopsied, penetrated
with a needle and then fished around in, like you were searching for car keys
in an oversized purse.
Except instead of gathering keys, tissue samples
are collected and sent to the lab for testing.
Then a tiny piece of titanium in the shape of a microscopic pigtail is
inserted into your breast to tag the lump, and to be with you forevermore. Your
boob is bruised. Then you wait to hear
if you have cancer.
No one talks about this. Most stop after the electromagnetic
radiation.
In an attempt to explain homeostasis, I remember my
sixth grade science teacher said a system will desperately try to maintain
stability, no matter the cost. It knows
no other path. If you stop and think,
it’s quite incredible—whether a human body, the plant earth, or a broken
hollandaise—forces react involuntarily to protect against stimuli that threaten
to disturb the balance.
The system doesn’t always succeed. But the internal fight is there. So while I await biopsy results, I choose to
distract myself by mashing some fruit and oats into
squares, operating within the bounds of snack homeostasis.
The coordinated alliance of figs, cherries,
pecans, seeds, and grain melds with maple and honey. Meanwhile, the added stick of butter threatens
to make granola bars about as non-righteous as they can get; yet, also ensures
equilibrium among the other ingredients. It is browned until it becomes nutty and
additionally harmonious.
I was worried the cacao would muck up the fruit
and oat flavor. That the nibs would
become overpowering, an indolent shroud for the more virtuous bits. But everything binds into something
reminiscent of a seven-layer bar, with the malleable properties of a product put
forth by the Quaker Oats man.
The result is glorious.
We tend to walk through life thinking in concrete
terms. Things are either healthy, or
not. Good or bad. Yet, we are often standing on tectonic
plates.
The best we can do is be open, and malleable, and
have faith in the forces that bring us back to homeostasis. And in those that bring us granola bars.
Fruit
and Nut Granola Bars with Cacao and Sea Salt
Inspired by Nigel Slater from Ripe: A Cook in the Orchard
Ingredients:
110 grams (1 stick) salted butter (includes
butter to grease the pan)
70 grams (about ½ cup) dried whole figs
60 grams (about ½ cup) pecan halves
40 grams (about ¼ cup) dried sour cherries
30 grams (about ¼ cup) sunflower seeds
180 grams (about 1¼ cups) rolled oats
20 grams (about ¼ cup) shredded unsweetened
coconut
35 grams (about ⅓ cup) almond meal
50 milliliters (about 3½ tbsp) honey
50 milliliters (about 3½
tbsp) maple syrup (grade B preferable)
90 grams (about a scant ½ cup) superfine sugar
(see note)
15 grams (about 2 tbsp) cacao nibs (not chocolate
covered)
heaping ⅛ tsp fleur de sel or other finishing sea
salt
Instructions:
Preheat the oven to 325 degrees. Butter a 9-inch square pan (I used a 11 x
7). Remove the fig stems and quarter the
figs. In a food processor, finely chop
the figs, pecans, cherries, and sunflower seeds until they hold together when
pressed. (This can also be done by hand; the finer you chop the ingredients the
better the bars will hold together.)
Place in a large bowl and mix in the oats, coconut, and almond meal.
In a large saucepan, melt the remaining butter on
medium heat until it turns a deep golden brown and starts to give off nutty
aromas; stir in the honey, syrup, and superfine sugar. When the mixture comes to a rolling boil, add
in the dry ingredients and mix thoroughly; stir in the cacao nibs.
Tip the mixture into the prepared pan and press
it down firmly. Scatter the salt evenly
on top. Bake for 20 to 30 minutes. As it cooks, the edges should start to
slightly puff up. It is done when the
rim is golden and the middle puffs up to meet the edges. As the mixture cools, press it down again.
When the mixture is still warm, but cool enough to easily handle, cut into 12
bars.
Let cool completely and then store in an airtight
container for 5 days (or freeze).
Makes 12 bars
Notes:
-If you can’t find unsweetened coconut, you can
use 200 grams (about 1⅓
cups) oats instead.
-If you don’t have superfine sugar, whirl regular
granulated sugar in a food processor.
It’ll take about ¾ cup to make the amount of superfine sugar that you’ll
need for this recipe (you may have just a little bit extra).
-If you use a 11 x 7 pan it may need a little
more time to bake (closer to 30 minutes), whereas a 9-inch square pan will
require a little less time.
Good luck and thank you for being so open about your experience. Your honesty is refreshing. Thanks for the great granola bar recipe too.
ReplyDeleteThank you for your kind words, Kelly. I was shocked that more people don't talk about how unsettling getting a biopsy can be. Hoping for the best!
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